please recover my emil i swear i would not use hack again i can not play without it

While I am glad to see that you show atleast SOME remorse, I'm afraid that your Account is over and done with.

If you cheated, and still love the game enough, start a new account and do things better than before. That's the only kind of service you can give to the account you just needlessly got banned in order gain an advantage over players.

lolololololololololol

No.