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KzShadow
KzShadow
in CF Competitive Forum
At this point, Roth and Pete already hate me, yes i used your names. So why the **** not.
I made verbal agreement that i would put this beyond me. But hey, alright if my name is going to be blown in the air and have Malte steam and fb message me then block me i guess i have the right to say it ie:
5:46 PM - ACE.MALTE: You have some ****ing respect when you mention my name on the forums. Its not Roth and Pete
5:46 PM - ACE.MALTE: I am an individual
5:47 PM - ACE.MALTE: ie. melodramatic goodbye thread
5:47 PM - ACE.MALTE: )':
and
FB
you're a real piece of work kid

Try to ask for more on our team you don't deserve any more than you got and you get all ****y grow your balls and stop breaking other people's.

So Long text incoming.

Rewind to when erick posted the post. I was doing my math hwrk, yes summer classes. I noticed the post so I went on mumble posted the link and was like holy **** wtf. The first thing i said was omg like this again? But my gut feeling at the time told me that they didnt do it. As of now? No clue, doesn't concern me. But I told them it isnt true right? At the time they were playing a twitch streamer as Req is like diamond in league so he plays with those guys quite often so they said they would look at it later.

Roth comes in and says "It looks like hes talking to shadow or sketch." First thing he ever said was me. Now something you need to know from here on out. In order to be good at anything, you must invest your time into it. This means emotion and time must be dedicated into things if you want to be good. At least for me (ie Piano). So when a teammate and a friend for what, 3 years? calls you out without hesitating, i got ****ed, probably more ****ed than I should have. So I decided to talk to Roth the next night, when I cooled down to an acceptable point. It's like a friend of yours in one of the biggest dramatic things on the forums blow out on him and the first to blame is the person who eats lunch with him everyday. Its just not a good feeling at all.

Rewind since I joined LL back in 20 whatever for WCG. Ever since I've played with Roth, he always seems to be on a stepping stone. He would always talk down to me and at the time, I just wanted to be associated with him. Who didn't the guy was a legend. Him and Pete were the most known players at the time, who always competed at a high level. So I kinda accepted it. After LL and we broke up for some weird reason although we said were going to stick. I joined Carnage in which we beat Lifeline. I even got an apology message from Roth saying sorry for what happened between us. I thought okay, maybe things can work out with the whole pedestal thing. I quit then come back and join ace. At the time, Ace didnt even want a sub, but Jordan let me in anyways.

Now, so I come on mumble the next day, ****ed about an entirely different thing. (grades LOL.) so i probably shouldnt of had this conversation at this time but I did it anyways. I go and Roth is on mumble so i hop on. I said listen i dont want to fight all i want to say is i dont like how my name was brought up. He said he only mentioned me being in the screenshot, which is different from saying who was the one actually talking to erick. So after mindless banter. He pretty much swats me down says sorry but i didnt do anything wrong and told me to take a walk and get my panties out of a bunch. Brought up the talking down thing, just swats me down again like he was higher than me which was my problem to begin with.

So now imagine, friend, teammate for 3 years, you talked to him about yourself, shared things, made memories, we even shared a bed LOL. then just swats you down about something that you genuinely felt sick about. You can call me a *****, a crybaby whatever dude, but it something seriously upsets you, you need to talk about it. Even if its something as small as a banter.

During the duration of my stay at ace gaming, everytime roth would talk down on me, i would message jordan and he said confront him. So i finally did that, it didnt work, and i pretty much messaged him saying i did finally confront but it didnt yield any fruit. Then this thing backlashes into a team drama thing. I talked to Andrew, got his opinion, got jordans opinion and this is when it gets kind of weird. So erick has been a good friend to me since 09, even when i sucked and he was regarded as a top player, he still didnt really care, he played with me and for 4 years, just like jordan, erick was one of the better guys on the internet regardless of what he did on the forums.

I understand as a player of ace gaming, that erick was "an enemy" so to say. It was a conflict on interest for the team for me to be friends with erick. But I'm not going to leave someone whos been there for me even through a rough time irl for someone whos going to point fingers at me and stand on my shoulders. Pretty much had to choose between the interests of ace gaming, and the friendship i had with erick. After the argument, even before i started it i knew i would have to leave ace due to the lost of whatever chemistry me roth and pete had, besides, the game was only played when they needed me to sub for esl or something. (I STILL DONT HAVE THE MONEY YETTTTT ZZ....). Im sure the idea of not giving me my money has been brought up once or twice probably by Pete (I'm guessing.)

So i had to quit, no other option as i only played with Ace because of Jordan, Andrew, and Jamie being on it. All because i wanted clarity from something that has genuinely upset me. It is true i never truly liked roth but he did have my respect as well as pete. I didn't dislike them either, it was more of a neighbour relationship if anything.

Call me a cry baby pls. I dont really mind. But if anyone did this to you and you invested the amount of time and emotion into the game as i did. Then you would feel betrayed and shtty if they just pointed fingers without any hesitation.

I do however miss talking to Jordan & them and when i said our friendship was on the rocks was because of this argument.

TLDR: Got fed up and upset about Roth instantly pointing fingers, confronted him, got swatted down like nothing, felt like ****, and now people mentioning my name, to have malte all >:( and mindlessly messaging me then blocking me.

@pete. I would send this to you but you blocked any means of conversation i have with this guy.
As for being a real piece of work? yeah. I think i am, i did well on my SATs, i go to a good school and i do well for myself. As for having "some ****ing respect" all of that went out when this happened. You lacked respect for me ever since day one even though we helped you wander the streets of montreal that night. Didn't even message me to see what happened, you just chose a side, and stuck with it. Keep playin with Tinder, beta.
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