Shadowz.. aka Prepaid

After some thoughts, i'm just really not satisfied with the game. lately i've been taking some of the communities advice and actually enjoying my life outside the Pc world. i've been gaming for around 6 years now and i'm just not really feeling the competition anymore. all the leagues are dead, and cheaters are making there way through the clients, its so bad people are using growler now, some old news.. the reg is still terrible and will never be fixed.

i just want to let everyone know i've been playing Alot of s4 league, and some league of legends with some close friends in the real world, even got a job as a referee at a paintball place where i play at.

i hope only the best for this games future, seeing how it is now. i've enjoyed my run in crossfire both the ups and downs..

i wanna say thanks to Ralf and the rest of eotl for being by my side in the 7 months we were together as the s5, for our first season we went top 4 in esl-p and came 2nd in wogl-o i haven't really played much competitive in crossfire besides that team.

also i want to Appoligize for the behavior i've chosen to use. many people think of me as a troll but in all seriousness this is a game.. **** talking is meant to be used, not that i necessarily mean it. i hope this games community really does change though, cause since ive been around there is nothing but trolls. i mean i guess it is what it is.

i had a good time being known as the "AK-King" even though a majority of the time it was being used to troll me haha.. for the people who are still on about my counter strike days. yes i have played for around 5 years on and off, mostly at Lan centers in (Reading, PA) at Virtual rush before they closed. i played 2 seasons of cal i online,

i wish everybody the best of luck in the competitive play and to JUST REMEMBER this is a GAME and relax, no need to get all tense, (yes i am guilty of doing this, but i can look back at my mistakes and it makes me a better person.)

The real world is hard and unless your going to be a professional gamer, your never going to get anywhere, enjoy it while you can.

i want to say thanks to a few more people before i end this topic..

Roy (Twinny) - Thanks for taking me in and giving me a shot at the s5, sorry that it is ending, we were pretty good friends and always joked around, but u know i love ya bra.

Chase- man we used to be mad tight, then u disappeared from me. i wish u the best of luck man, Cheers.

Popz U funny as **** man, and u really had my back in alot of scrims hit me up sometime ill be around.

Miguel (explizit) your great dude haha i always pick on you, but on some real ****, u family and even after a week of vacation you come back with a perfect shot. MAD PROPS

All of Optimum, you guys were fun to play with. for the people who Dont know. me and ralf tought these kids half the stuff they know today, and have impressed me so much! i'm glad to see that this team actually wanted help and lessons and put the time in to succeed. congrats boys stay strong.


Thanks everybody who cares or somewhat cares about this topic. i have no regrets in this game, but nothing was personal. ill still have my xfire (dismalshade) even know i wont be on as much feel free to hit me up.. Take it easy everybody

#OnlytheGoodDieYoung

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