Gm read please

hello crossfire, I have a gambling problem. every day I go to play, crossfire me out of room for problems they have.
a window that says send error to crossfire. and I have made in these 2 months 50 desertion by the updates that read: error to server, crossfire problem, and ect.
Could take at least some desertion?
I had my desertion under a good honor and now every day comes down to today at 90 desertion by crossfire problems and I am honored average.
please help me! I need to lower desertion in truth.
Thanks and bye
Predator-A