I would like to recover my account !!

Then your only chance is to send a support ticket -> account administration -> 

1. if you can access your game account -> select change email
2. if you can't access game account , you need to use another game account and select -> account recovery

See support instructions here : 
https://support.z8games.com/us/index.php?/Knowledgebase/Article/View/181/33