Can someone help me, thanks really.

I was going to buy VIP AWM , and tried to change my account cuz alot of friends got acces on it and i dont want to spend 60 euro and if someone can hack me.
My problem its the next.


*tried to change my password i got secret answer but i havent acces on my old email so i cant accept validation on old email, cuz was from my EX GF, i called her and she forgot the password/hotmail name , so i cant do nothing... cant change my password i spent alot of money on it , and i want to buy that VIP AWM i dont want to lost that account, i got all the information from that account only forgot the old email, some way to change the password with secret answer? please help.. thanks so much!