Crossfire and Xpadder

I'm pretty sure this had already been asked but can't seem to find it , sorry.
So I pretty suck playing with a keyboard (as I've never played FPS other than on PS/XBOX with joypad) and I found a programm : Xpadder . This would associate keyboard touch (like A) to a button on the controller.
It works very well and I can use my controller as a mouse with keyboard etc.
But there's a problem : when CF is launched , the controller won't do anything tho the real mouse can.
So I suspected CF was blocking it and after some google searchs , I saw that it was Xtrap which was blocking it as it seems Xtrap considers it as a hack or whatever.
So I think there's no solution but still I ask : is there any way I could make Xpadder works with CF ? Or is there another programm samed as Xpadder allowed by Xtrap ?
Thanks for reading and don't flame because I suck with a keyboard : I don't care.