To those it may concern
I felt like a thread like this was needed to be made. I know, I probably will attract a lot of trolls and the such but I honestly don't care and wont give you the satisfaction of me getting mad over it, because honestly I wont.
I would like to apologize on behalf of my rude and unnecessary behavior on this forum and in game. For the forum, I apologize for trolling and causing problems (it's pretty obvious to everyone I was one of the reasons for a couple people to leave this community, not stating names). In-game wise, I'm sorry to the people that I continually harassed because of either being not that skilled or just for the sheer joy in seeing other people's anger. This thread was the second step in clearing my conscience before I do something stupid.
On another note, some of you may be asking why I did those things. To those that are, I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I dont care if you dont believe me or not, but it is what it is. I will be trying my best to try and control myself from my urges, and I hope I succeed in it.
If MODs feel as though this isn't an appropriate thread for this forum, you may lock or delete it. This was mainly for myself anyways.
I would like to apologize on behalf of my rude and unnecessary behavior on this forum and in game. For the forum, I apologize for trolling and causing problems (it's pretty obvious to everyone I was one of the reasons for a couple people to leave this community, not stating names). In-game wise, I'm sorry to the people that I continually harassed because of either being not that skilled or just for the sheer joy in seeing other people's anger. This thread was the second step in clearing my conscience before I do something stupid.
On another note, some of you may be asking why I did those things. To those that are, I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I dont care if you dont believe me or not, but it is what it is. I will be trying my best to try and control myself from my urges, and I hope I succeed in it.
If MODs feel as though this isn't an appropriate thread for this forum, you may lock or delete it. This was mainly for myself anyways.
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People can't blame you for who you are. You did what you did. That's life. People get over it, especially people on the internet.
It's the internet for god's sake. The one way the world is actually connected to each other.
Everyone here knows they've done something wrong too. Whether they want to admit it or not.
PS: Msn Nao. -
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KissMeArse wrote: »I think this is really brave of you
I never noticed you're trolling tbh, maybe I was new back then but good on you lad (assuming you're a guy)
dont mean to paint pickles trolling-skills black, but your sarcasm detection system is not of best quality >) no offense, really >) tsall good! -
Is brave of you to apologize and notice the mistakes you have made.
We all make mistakes, your not human otherwise. Anyway hope those who were truly affected forgive you and move on. Life is to short, well shorter on the net..
So is this the new pickle...:s -
Is brave of you to apologize and notice the mistakes you have made.
We all make mistakes, your not human otherwise. Anyway hope those who were truly affected forgive you and move on. Life is to short, well shorter on the net..
So is this the new pickle...:s
word!
hm the new pickle.. -
SooperPickle wrote: »I felt like a thread like this was needed to be made. I know, I probably will attract a lot of trolls and the such but I honestly don't care and wont give you the satisfaction of me getting mad over it, because honestly I wont.
people that I continually harassed because of either being not that skilled or just for the sheer joy in seeing other people's anger. This thread was the second step in clearing my conscience before I do
I would like to apologize on behalf of my rude and unnecessary behavior on this forum and in game. For the forum, I apologize for trolling and causing problems (it's pretty obvious to everyone I was one of the reasons for a couple people to leave this community, not stating names). In-game wise, I'm sorry to the something stupid.
On another note, some of you may be asking why I did those things. To those that are, I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I dont care if you dont believe me or not, but it is what it is. I will be trying my best to try and control myself from my urges, and I hope I succeed in it.
If MODs feel as though this isn't an appropriate thread for this forum, you may lock or delete it. This was mainly for myself anyways.
Respect for your honesty.
I am also diagnosed with amongst other things Borderline,Depression and Addiction to certain substances.
At the moment i am attending the "TagesKlinik" in germany for the next 3 months and i was in hospital full time last year from june til august in station22 hence my IGN.
So yeah even with all these diagnoses and many battles to fight life is still beautiful and we should cherish every moment because "Now" is all we have.
I don't know what you did,but i know how difficult it is controlling your emotions when things start falling apart all around you.
I wish you Good luck in your recovery. You have already taken the first step. -
What you and Chelsea did to Tiff, is a betrayal not worthy of forgiveness, Tommy.
Bipolar disorder or not, there is no excuse for your actions.
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Always is with 1 l, Emo..
You're the last one to know bcuz u're slow ;P
Always am. Sorry for flawful english ... I'm not in mood to grammar nazi lately ...[MOD]Diamond wrote: »little off topic: Are you Phillipus ?
No, I'm not. I'm EmoTiiVe. Emo. SpellCaster. Whatever you prefer.What you and Chelsea did to Tiff, is a betrayal not worthy of forgiveness, Tommy.
Bipolar disorder or not, there is no excuse for your actions.
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We all have vices ... Who are we to judge the vices of other people? -
SpellCaste wrote: »We all have vices ... Who are we to judge the vices of other people?If not we, then who is? Some imaginary entity a.k.a. God? The sh*t he pulled doesn't fly with me, and I have the right not to want to forgive him for it. He was the key instrument in publicly humiliating someone that many of us, including him, called a friend. She left Crossfire, because more and more trolls started jumping on the bandwagon that he and Chelsea started. And for what? For his lols and the satisfaction of a jealous cow.
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Not God. I don't belive in God. I don't think it's a good idea to discuss religion in public since my views on that are going to get me an infraction ... I'll PM you about it.If not we, then who is? Some imaginary entity a.k.a. God? The sh*t he pulled doesn't fly with me, and I have the right not to want to forgive him for it. He was the key instrument in publicly humiliating someone that many of us, including him, called a friend. She left Crossfire, because more and more trolls started jumping on the bandwagon that he and Chelsea started. And for what? For his lols and the satisfaction of a jealous cow.
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No one is worth it. We're all bullsh'it. Don't tell me you never done nothing bad in your life, 'cause I'm not going to belive this.
Look, I'm not trying to offence you or anything. Actually you impress me and I have a lot of respect for you. But I don't think me or you are worth enough to judge anyone. All our oppinions, our views, our descisions ... Nothing is perfect. Why judge, if it can have flaws?
Of course, I'm not trying to defend Tom. Not at all. Actually, I would punch him in the face for Bella ... But I won't. Just because I'm human, like him, like you, like everyone here. We're not worth enough to do justice.
All this "justice" thing is bullsh'it. Police, laws, government ... All of this is though by human being, for human being. An endless circle. But we have no rights of judging others, since none of us is perfect either.
She left, yes ... But people leave. People even die you know. Life is like a giant theatre piece. And like in theatre, you can't watch the whole story all the time. Some people leave, and you won't ever meet them again. Worse yet, some people die and you won't even ever know of them.
Tiffany left. It was her choice. Maybe forced by Tom, yes. But she still made the choice. I'll miss her, you will too. A lot of people will. But we can't do anything about it. Blaming Tom and telling him how much of a motherf*cker and assh*le he is won't get Tiffany back.
Now you tell me. How much people you lost in your life? How much people you want to have revenge on? I ask this question knowing that you won't answer me. You'll tell it's your life and I have nothing to do with it, and you'll be right. But I'm not asking this question to get the answer. I'm asking the question to make you think.
Is it worth it? Are your actions and thoughts your limits? Do you accept having limits and sticking to the narrow space that is your conscience? Your choice. I made mine, and I'm telling you, once you get out of your own head and look around, you'll understand how small you are compared to the entire world.
You're so closed on yourself. You allways look p*ssed at people. I don't know why, I'm not gonna try to guess ... But why? Why are you doing this? Why won't you just ... Let go?
Well. I'm gonna leave you with this. Not like I'm gonna expect to change something in your mind. After all, you'll think that I'm a useless and stupid kid saying non-sence BS. Your right. I can't do anything about it. -
Because I lost so many loved ones, I know how precious they are. I don't call someone a friend unless I mean it. And when I do, nothing can make me violate their trust, like Tommy did with Tiff. Heck, what Tommy did with Tiff, I wouldn't even do with my scumbag of an ex. And he actually raped me when I was 16, and put the whole thing on the Internet while he was at it.
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I'll respect your opinion and I agree with you, there is no good enough excuse for what I did.What you and Chelsea did to Tiff, is a betrayal not worthy of forgiveness, Tommy.
Bipolar disorder or not, there is no excuse for your actions.
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SooperPickle wrote: »I'll respect your opinion and I agree with you, there is no good enough excuse for what I did.At least we can agree on that then.
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I know. Much of us have stories that are far beyond what people could imagine. I had some bad stories too. But in the end, what is trust and what is love? Just a piece of a feeling. Someone starts it, someone else passes it on, everyone talks about it.Because I lost so many loved ones, I know how precious they are. I don't call someone a friend unless I mean it. And when I do, nothing can make me violate their trust, like Tommy did with Tiff. Heck, what Tommy did with Tiff, I wouldn't even do with my scumbag of an ex. And he actually raped me when I was 16, and put the whole thing on the Internet while he was at it.
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I think you got it. Tommy done things wich aren't something that you or me can excuse. But, even if he did that, he did a lot of good things too. I can't stop counting times where he was at the good place at the good time.
We can't forget pain. We sometimes can excuse it. But life is made this way. A balance of evil and good. That's the point. I'm actually pretty glad you got me Kath. Looking forward to talk to you more. -
Well pickle, i'm still very disappointed at you, doing what you did wasn't a good choice for you...
I'm still mad we lost a great player/friend, but i sincerely don't blame really anyone, i'm just p*ssed at the fact, so, do not expect me to act different to you.
well, this is pretty much i had to say, it is a really good action of your part telling us what are you feeling, unfortunatelly many of our community members won't forgive you or will not forget the fact, so, it's still up for the longrun.
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