Ah Crossfire...

You need a therapist, because you have problems... Lots of them. Not just physically, but internally too. Got lots of things hovering about to make you not work like you used to. May take some time to recover from some of these wounds, if ever. No worries, if things get too rough we'll give you professional help....

Lets start with your little flu cold there, seems you got things running around taking advantage of your immune system with little pests from a foreign body, that unfortunately your normal inhabitants can't seem to understand. These hostile intrusions seem to eliminate the original hosts by means of brutal seeking attacks against the unsuspecting, can't run or hide nor generally fight back effectively. Or they gather mass numbers as they collect more and more of their kind, multiplying until they take control till eventually all but the normal hosts are all but snuffed out of every spot. Problem is, at first glance your body begins to think these intruders are nice and good, giving you plenty of good feelings and health at first while the rest of you screams in agony, but you feel no pain. But it affects your motor skills as you seem to have a hard time reacting and registering alot of movement. Slowing you down.

Then your bodily and health issues overall, including the flu in addition where certain portions, possibly amongst those hostile intruders, its hard to tell. Seem to get into key points of your body to exploit the spots and eradicate the others using key points. Thus making their job easier as confrontation is low, allowing them to be protected using your body and leaving the others exposed and generally helpless against these. Must feel very uncomfortable doesn't it?

I fear this is only the beginning of your symptoms I can analyze as you steadily grow weaker day by day. You might have to change your habits for a better lifestyle and shave off a few things for your unneeded diet and avoid traveling and eating food from exotic places. Wouldn't want to catch something nasty do we? You'll wither away to nothing if you continue like this. There's help if you listen to us, but I hope its not going on deaf ears. (Possibly another symptom? Who can say...) It isn't as good as it feels or looks.

Just thought I should tell you Crossfire... Your dying.